Sarychan

Yeah. Being single after dating the same person for over 5 years.. feels a lot like being plopped in the middle of the ocean. You have unlimited space, but you have no way of knowing what's coming, no form of shelter or sanctuary. And sometimes it can be awfully hard to tell sharks from dolphins, until it's too late. (I'd make a joke about paying attention during Shark Week, but.. yeah, don't feel much like joking lately). For the first time in my life, I don't have a backup boyfriend on hold, just waiting. I guess that means I've grown up? I also didn't particularly plan on leaving Ave. I miss him, a lot. It hurts, and I'm crying often. Whi

Wooo, April 27th will be mine and Ave's 5-year [Dating] Anniversary! HNNNGEXCITED. Anyway. About a year ago, I made the leap. And by 'leap' I mean, "I moved from North Carolina to Oregon to keep my grandmother from moving into a nursing home". I think I've made one friend here, haha - and that was through a seasonal job at the Harry & David call center. My parents have now relocated here. Our old place in NC is being rented out since the housing market sucks buyer-wise right now. And due to some issues [on Grandma's part], I'm living with my parents again in the house they're renting here in Oregon. Looking for a job. And looking into takin

Well, I still have no job aside from chacha. And I don't particularly want to sign up for more classes this semester. Seems pointless when I have yet to decide on any kind of direction that would help dictate which degree to go for, which subjects to take. Hmm. The boyfriend turned 27 on the 27th :D He is fantastic, and I'm glad I could help make his special day a good one. He slept in, and his mom foot the bill for Chinese food [which he loooves]. Aside from that, I guess you could say he and I spent the day WoWing. We're such total nerds, I know, but it was fun. Despite family drama [which is normal in this household, eugh] and being joble